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Happy Teachers' Day!

2009-09-01T15:52:00.002+08:00

A VERY JOYOUS TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL THE WONDERFUL TEACHERS' ON THIS PLANET! :D

Really, thanks to this TEACHERS' DAY, I am able to enjoy a day off from School. haha. (:

Raining. Slacked at home. Did nothing at all. Felt wasted, but, really. NOT in the mood of studying at all. Probably going to revive my engine tomorrow. I think.

Mathematics 'O' level Preliminary Examinations tomorrow and Thursday.

Wish me luck eh.

Had been surfing the net and I've realise the Twitter that the enitre world is talking about is bullcrap. It SOOOOO boring. D:

Facebook's wayyyyyy cooler.

I am really sorry to say that NOPE!, twitter does not interest me.

Wikipedia's fun.

You get to know A LOT of new facts.

HAHA.

Edited/-
I am SOOOO bored and bo liao that I actually went to learn the dance 撐腰.
Well, I took it as a form of exercise. Not easy okay. It was tiring lor.
Anyway, I am going to master the dance. Soon.

-.-
Edited/-

Polka Dots.

2009-08-30T19:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, its a wonder how people fall in love with each other. Maybe its because I am still just a kid and have absolutely no idea what the heck is the term "love" all about. D: It's a good thing though, I've seen people cry and sometimes go crazy because of this term Love. But, at the same time, I also envy people that understand the term love and are enjoying it.

Went to MacDonalds with Charmaine and Leon. Had been a long time since we studied together lah. (: It was Awesome.

It rained the entire day. Like, WALAO.
Spoil my beautiful, wonderful, lovely, happy, enjoyable, banana Sunday!
Sad leh.

Monday. Sucks.

Feeling.s

2009-08-29T21:38:00.003+08:00

Went to the Library with Cindy, Lii Hui and Hui Bin to do some revision. Was quite productive. (:
And I think Nicholas don't like/hates me.

Money is really the root of all evil and I'll tell you why.
Recently in 4/6, because of money, some people were NOT happy. And many misunderstandings, as usual.
But seriously, why not everyone a step back and look. Yes, I would agree that everyone wants money. Even I do. But hey, must we be so crude in solving this situation? We could always sit down and talk things over. (: Remember, friendship is much much more valuable than cash you know. Don't tell me because of this situation, the class is going to start another war? Exams coming you know. And come on, we are 4/6. We are not suppose to hate each other because of this small situation. My ideal solution would be: The fella who has the money to explain why the money cannot be return and try to solve the problem and return the money asap. The rest? Just shut up and wait for the money. Its our fault that we drag until now then bring it up again anyway.
How's that?

I want to go back to help my section next year. But, I don't think I'll be happy there.
Its like the gang's gone and I am the only one there. I think I'll feel kind of lost there.
But, THE guy has been pestering me to go back. I am still thinking about it. D:
I've got my A1 for CCA already though.

Jurong SAFRA is just ABSOLUTELY AWESOME! :D
Went there for dinner.

"No matter how well you've been doing in your studies normally, once you fail your exams, you fail."
My motivation line. (:
Awesome leh.

TeeHee.

2009-08-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO! MY FELLOW COWS! :D

haha.

I enjoy studying.
HAH.

Trust that I actually typed THAT out. O.o

Okay, enough.

Enjoy being with DA AWESOME's GANG. (:
I don't need to feel inferior at all. Everyone's going through the 'N's together. Awesome leh.
Though, I am still a teeny weeny bit skeptical about their studying session this Sunday. Still, I am willing to try it out. (: Of course, try to drag that BIRD out to study as well! :D

To Charmaine and Leon!:
EH! JIAYOU for your Preliminary Examinations horh! :D I'll be rooting for you upstairs! haha.
And don't forget our awesome outing on 10 of September ah.
Or, I'll really get mad. Literally.

Good luck people.

2 more weeks.

2009-08-24T17:59:00.001+08:00

Yep.
2 More Weeks to the actual 'N' levels.
Not looking forward to it. D:

OMG.
I had my 1st remidal in 2009 eh! I suppose its because the express students are having their 'O' level prelims, so the school would finally take a peek at us. -.-

Oh, I need to read Mrs Cheah's E-mail.

Studying's awesome. (:
(ya, right.)

Photo Shoot

2009-08-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

Yay. Finally did the annual photo shoot. And yes, Secondary 4s and 5s are different. We get to choose the fun shot venue. (: And obviously, we took a longgggg time to decide where to take the fun shot.

Oh, the band photo shoot was the ultimate fun. Too bad Charmaine got English Oral. D: Finally got to meet up with my "boyfriends". Miss them leh. Been a long time since I have had fun with them. Makes me think back to all those days where we would make music together in a room and crap all day long. Even after band we would sometimes sit around in the canteen and talk about everything under the sun! :D
I miss band all of the sudden.
Probably due to the Classical Music I've been listening to recently. haha.

Oh, I am in love with Schubert's Serenade. (: I am starting to like Schubert a lot more than Mozart and Bach.

AH shit. Now, I got the urge to run into the band room and set up the Clarinet and start playing.

D:

2009-08-16T19:48:00.002+08:00

4/6.
Don't laugh at my stupid hair tomorrow.
Please.
I feel like dying already.

I need awesome study partners fast and a good place to study too.
Who can help? :D
Tell me.
THANKS.

Vectors and Set & Venn test on Wednesday.
My Tuition.

3 more weeks to the start of 'N' levels. D:
Not to mention, 'O' level Maths Prelim.

By the way, the dinner sucked.
And I am having second thoughts about the Band Dinner already.

Jolly Bean! :D

2009-08-15T11:52:00.000+08:00

Jolly Good! haha, I sounded very English eh?

Eh, can you believe it? I actually went running with Charmaine in the morning! I obviously almost died halfway through. I must say, her physical state is really way better than mine. Like, wow. haha. Oh, and she passed her 2.4 km run! Congrats to her man! Awesome lah.

Oh, cut my fringe. Now, it looks straight. O.O Don't laugh.

Looking forward to the dinner tonight. Muahaha.

Restaurant City. Is fun.

TGIF

2009-08-14T13:58:00.002+08:00

HAHA. (: I bet many people know what does TGIF means. For idiots who have absolutely no idea what the heck is TGIF is simply means Thank God Its Friday! :D Sinple isn't it?

I enjoy weekends with all my heart. No, actually its just THIS weekend.
On Saturday I'll be attending a wedding dinner. Awesome. Just the thought of all great food there makes me excited!
GOOD FOOD makes me happy. (:
On Sunday, I'll be having an outing with Cindy and Huiying! :D

I am totally looking forward. O.O

Oh, the band dinner is shifted all the way to 12 September. wtf. The leaders are just wonderful huh. They plan the stupid dinner on my 'N' Levels week.
OH! I FORGOT, I AM THE ONLY ONE IN THE ENTIRE BAND HAVING EXAMS ANYWAY.
But, I'll be nice and go. I'll take it as a goodbye to my fellow batch mates. And yeah, I don't think I'll have anything to do with them anymore.

Shucks.
I just realise that not only the school system sucks now, even the band's system sucks. No wait, the band system was already destroyed by my batch of wonderful leaders lah, the leaders this year just made it worse only.

Suay-ness! D:

2009-08-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

The title is OBVIOUS enough huh.

Early in the morning, the little fat boy had irritated me and caused me to scream in the class again. D: I ought to stop doing that though. Have to think twice before anything. -.-

Then, results were back. They were shit. Ah, as usual huh. Starting to feel scared for the actual examinations already. Feel like a failure.

Then, when I reached home today, I realise I forgot to bring my keys. Worse, NO ONE's at home. =.= Waited 1.5 hours for my dad to get home. Kill time by staring into space and reflecting on my results and the way I behave in class. Worked out some things though.

Still, I have awesome friends. (:
CINDY! Chill lah, its just a stupid preliminary exam lah. Heck the stupid school, you can do better in the actual thing. Let's study together for the exam! :D JAI YOU!. CHEER UP >.<

我們一起加油吧!
'N' Levels?
難不倒我們的啦! ~

What the hell.

2009-08-10T18:47:00.002+08:00

Complain. Complain. AND Complain.

That's all YOU know what to do. When you need me, you call me in the middle of the night and start ranting to me about your stupid friendship problems, I don't even grumble even though I am damn tired lah. I try to think of ways to help you okay. But, I doubt you ever appreciate it. I don't mind being that friend you would come to when you need someone to talk to you know. But, hey, PLEASE, appreciate it lah. Just because I'll always be here doesn't meant you can take it for granted. You got problems and have no one else better, you come and find me. Then, if there's any good stuff, you give to others and then complain that they treat you badly afterwards. WHAT THE HECK. YOU think that only you're the one suffering. How about the stupid idiotic fellow that really thought you treated her like a real good friend? I feel stupid. I sometimes just want to ignore you, but somehow I don't. You only remember how badly people treated you, you never remember how nice people had treated you before. I always try to cheer you up when you're feeling down and all. But, once you're alright, you just forget all about the stupid clown that has been your listening ear and trying to make you happy. You could even say in front of me that "I didn't put your name on the list because I think you did not motivate me". Do you know how hurtful that sentence was? To think that I really treated you as my good friend.

This sucks.
It sucks to know that the only part in your life that you thought it's perfect is now imperfect.

~~Now, I have absolutely no idea where Charmaine is. I hope she's alright. Because she's uncontactable. Message me if you can contact her. I need to ask her something important.~~
Found her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

2009-08-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day, Singapore!
Today marks our 44th year of independence.
May Singapore shine on!

As usual, sat in front of the television and watch the National Day Parade. (: Have always wanted to witness the Parade live but never really had the chance. Going to try and bid for the tickets next year, pray that I can finally get those tickets to the NDP.

If you ask me for my thoughts about the National Day Parade, I would just tell you that it's about the same actually. Not much of a difference. Probably, the people and the theme has to be different. The concept is about there, the parachuting of the "Red Lions", the Ministers coming in, the Prime Minister and all coming in "big shot" cars and all. Some dances by the students in Singapore. The Marching Contingent and the Formations so on.... Basically the idea is there, the next batch of organizers each year would just have to think of new songs and performers and all. Still, I am pretty glad that many Singaporeans still want to watch it live and enjoy the atmosphere! Hmm, if I don't get the tickets to watch it live next year, I might just want to bring-or rather DRAG- my loved ones to the Marina Bay to stand around to see and feel the "live" instead of just watching it at home.

2009's NDP's theme is "Come Together-Reaching Out and Reaching Up".
And it is all about the Pledge!

8.22PM The Pledge Moment. (:
Did you join?

"We, the citizens of Singapore,
Pledge ourselves as one untied nation.
Regardless of race, language or religion,
To build a democratic society.
Base on Justice and Equality,
So as to achieve happiness, prosperity
and progress for our nation."

" 我們是新加坡公民，
誓愿不分種族，語言，宗教．
並團結一致，
建設公正平等
的民主社會．
並為實現國家之辛福，繁榮與進步，
團結一致．"

Malay and Tamil I am sorry to say, I have no idea. D:

The Pledge is a common practice that each and every Singaporean should know and practice. It also symbolizes the promise that every Singaporean has made to Singapore. As when you recite the pledge, say what you mean and mean what you say.
(:

Happy 44th National Day, once again.

National Day in Classroom.

2009-08-07T15:50:00.003+08:00

haha.
2009 is indeed a special year for all. However, it wasn't a very good year, with the economic crisis and H1N1 Influenza A. D:

Hence, we celebrated our National Day in the classroom. haha.

It was fun actually. With the super crazy classroom activity! Oh, the class room activity was to form 4 groups of 10 and two person will try to explain the words that is on the screen and the rest of the group will have to guess that word. :D I suppose they sort of made it a bonding session for the class. Which is good, 4/6 seriously needed a bonding session. By the way, Nas and I explain the words for the group leh! :D

The yearbook is ugly.
I hate the CCA page. No offence, but YiCi totally destroyed the picture by NOT wearing the court shoes. Like, WALAO. If you want to be the leader, don't forget things lah. Oh, and I still don't think they deserve to represent our band. D:
The school's nice lor, for the opening ceremony part, they feature ALL the performing arts group EXCEPT Commonwealth Military Band. Yeah, THANKS HUH. Just because we got a sliver? Oh, there's A picture of us, RIGHT at the bottom of the damn page lah.
Bah, the society's like that anyway.
Anyway, by saying that the yearbook is hideous is still an understatement.

Full of Surpirses! :D

2009-08-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
4/6 is indeed full of many surprise. Arthur Yeo Li Chen, surprise the entire class with his super good result lah!
Like, walao eh. Total shock can. I didn't expect him to get such good grades. D: But, nevertheless, he worked hard to get the results.

The 1st week of August for my class is super relax leh.
Monday: Released at 9.15am
Tuesday: Released at 9.30am
Wednesday: Released at 1.30pm (but stayed till two because got this Health Survey)
Thursday: Released at 12.30pm
Friday: Released at 10am.

Awesome right?

Oh! About the health survey thing, I was chosen for it. It was random by the way, NOT because of sizes or height okay.
It was bullcrap anyway.
D:
Wasted my 1/2hour.

I am looking forward to the Yearbook. (the 2008 one) Yeah, I know like, WHY SO LATE? Pathetic school lor.

:D

C.

2009-08-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

Well, as a student, no student wants to be a "C" student. (like, duh-uh) Because for students "C" means marks from 50-59. Which sucks. & we want our grades to have the lowest possible number. (eh, that would be 1, not 0)

However, when we grow up and join the society, we would want everything to be Cs. (: Ironic huh? Like, Condominium, Car(s) and etc. & we would want to have the largest possible number in our bank account! (I am not too sure what's that number)

Anyway, I TRIED to run 2.4 km today okay. But, Hui Ying was dying half way through and I sort of lost my motivation to run on, so I accompany her walk and sit all the way to the end of that round and surrender! :D lols.

:)

亂發脾氣，真的很幼稚．
我真需要自己反省反省以下額．
D:

Post-Prelims! :D

2009-08-04T15:02:00.000+08:00

YAY! :D

Prelims has finally ended.

I am feeling happy for myself. Like, awesomeness lah. I don't have to mug like an idiot anymore(not like I do), but at least I don't have to worry for the "tomorrow's" paper.

Anyway, been thinking:
Should I start to bond with my classmates more?
One thing for sure, my two good friends will not be wearing the ugly blue uniform next year.

During the prelims, I've been pretty close with my dear awesome class and I've realise that actually my classmates are awesome people and they are a lot of fun too. Plus, I would never have to wait for them.
Well, I am not trying to blame my two good friends for having remidals all the time, its not like they want it. But, it seriously sucks to wait and wait and wait. Worse lah, alone. And these few days, I've realise a lot of our differences. For example, I have just finish my prelims, their prelims is in late August. & They've been nice to tell me a lot of things like how to write this answer properly or how to do this questions. I seriously appreciate it. But, the issue is that I don't have to answer that damn question the way you all do! I might just have to state the answer just like that without beating about the bush just to say "that" is the answer. But then again, its not their fault, they learn it that way, so obviously they'll assume that the answer have to be in that form
Its actually not only just these minor petty reasons. The main thing is, I feel very inferior when I am with them. Just by glancing at their textbooks and their work makes me feel like a total loser. And I hate it when they start to literally snatch my work to do. I know you're smart, you don't have to show it by doing my damn homework! If I have any questions I'll ask okay.

In short, I feel stupid and dumb.
Okay, maybe I AM stupid and dumb.

Aiya, whatever lah.
Thank God 4/6 is an awesome class. (:

Its HERE!

2009-07-26T21:08:00.001+08:00

Yep. I would be having my prelims tomorrow. Its would be really just pure studying for me I suppose. (yeah right) I think I am going to slack my way through again.
I AM worried for my exams lah, but really, people like me. Would NEVER pass anything.

I won't be surprise if my secondary school life ends here.

By the way, just to update:

For the past week it was Night study plus LOADS of crapping with Charmaine and Leon plus boring unproductive lessons in school.

Slept at 3am last night and woke up this afternoon at 1.45pm. Should not have went to MacDonalds last night. But ah well, to save Charmaine from the Mutated Rat. HAHA.

by the way, I've finally gotten my new shoes. Like, ya, finally.

okay, enough ranting. Thank you for wasting time reading this shit. BYE.

Bored.

2009-07-21T15:01:00.002+08:00

Besides studying. I don't think I am doing anything else in my life already. No wait, still have, ranting about almost everything in life.

Language lessons is getting boring and annoying due to certain reasons. Geez.

Life. Sucks.

Really. It does.

Prelims.

2009-07-16T17:34:00.003+08:00

AHH!

In 2 weeks time, I am going to have my prelims already. D:

& I am sick and tired of having test after test and now this stupid Mock Exam shit. I just wish the school would just be extremely nice and let us study on our own. Just give us the past year papers and get us to hand in on time. Then, those not sure, or did badly, go and find the teachers to clarify. So that it does not waste those students who are faster or just simply couldn't be bothered.

I think this makes more sense. Rather than wasting time on usless unproductive lessons.

Oh. Night Study is finally here! :D

Awesome lah. Totally looking forward can. I've waited for this ever since when I was Secondary 1.

Going to be dragged to Jurong Point tomorrow. Wish me luck. And Leon, let me remind you again, I am CHEAPO. (:

Pain

2009-07-13T20:29:00.004+08:00

Don't be lame and think this post as some super emo shit okays. Because it isn't.

I just want to complain that I am having stomach pain( not HNY), just pain. D:

Cooked kimchi fried rice for dinner. (: I think I might want to go into culinary, not. I'll probably just screw up anyway.

Boredom kills.

OH YA.

Saturday night, went to macdonalds with Charmaine and Leon until around 1.45am. Then, we send Charmaine to her block. (: See, Charmaine we are AWESOME friends.

I don't want to even write this but, LEON CHAN CHUN KIT requested to write this:

He send me all the way to my block, so I must thank him here.

THANKS! (don't get too touched, hold your tears)

You've grown up, kid.

So get a girlfriend and let your two nannies see okay. By the end of this year, I want to see your girlfriend. Boyfriend also can. We are very open-minded.

Home Based Learning

2009-07-10T10:36:00.003+08:00

We had to stay at home today to do this Home Based Learning. It's stupid, trust me. I rather go to school and sit there listen to the teachers' nag than realising that I've a pile of homework to do. I am really not use to sitting in front of the computer and do proper things, because my definition of "computer time" has never inculded studying.
So, this is really weird.

Don't feel like doing the damn work.

Testimonials

2009-07-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

I am offically afraid of Testimonials. It is freaking me out. D:

Anyways, just a quick update. I just had my 'N'level English Oral this afternoon. Gosh, freaked the shit out of me. But, I can confidently say that I confirm did it better than my Prelim Oral. (: At the very least, I was freaking polite to my testers.

Important Dates for the Secondary 4 Express, 4 Normal Academic and 5 Normal Academic:

27072009- 'N' Level Prelim Starts.

25082009- 'O' Level Prelim Starts.

07092009- 'N' Level Starts.

26102009- 'O' Level Starts.

Cheap Pens

2009-07-06T20:36:00.003+08:00

YAY! (: I am in love with CHEAP PENS! Thanks to Charmaine's influence.

This is the Ultimate Cheapo-ness man. Eh, Charmaine we have to live up to that name leh. And marry a Lim ah. Don't betray me. haha.

Having my Oral the day after tomorrow. D:

13520020. Awesome-ness.

Random thoughts.

2009-07-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

Realise that at many times, many things isn't what we see. For certain things you have to use your heart to see not your eyes. What you eyes see are things that is on the surface, but what your heart can see and feel is much deeper. Don't believe everything you see.

The times when I feel really helpless is when I suck at what thought I was best at. That feeling scares the shit out of me, I hate it. D: Makes me feel powerless. Like, I am totally usless.

Prelims are coming up soon, I really want to do well for my studies. (: I don't want to live my life with another regret.

Huiying: I don't think I am going for the Chalet, I need to study. Not as smart as you. Cows are stupid, need more time for revision. D:

Google Chrome!

2009-07-04T17:09:00.003+08:00

I finally downloaded "Google Chrome"! :D

Total awesome-ness! haha.

It loads freaking fast. I bet its faster than the speed of light. (okay, 誇張)

Changes.

2009-07-03T23:52:00.004+08:00

I never really like changes-well unless you're talking about materialistic things that would definitely be a different issue. Anyway, I don't like to have any changes. A very good example would be Friends. I don't want to change them. I really like my friends that's around me, be it in class or in the band or just my schoolmates. Its really great to walk around the school during recess to be able to say "hi" to almost everyone that walks past you. Trust me, it would give you the "I belong here" feeling. (:

Alright.
Was eating with my family members just now at a chinese restaurant, and we've ordered "peking duck" or whatever it's called. And I realised something. Which is, the waiter would push the duck on the trolley coming out and stand beside us to "skin" the duck. I really find it stupid. Like really, can't they just get everything done in the kitchen and then bring out the dishes like other dishes? Its not like the customers would really go and watch the process of the "skinning". Plus, the dinning area is air-conditioned. Wouldn't the duck turn cold and disgusting before the plate even sets on the table?
Really, I think they should do something about this.

Geez, I got a feeling I am turing old. I don't use to rant like this.
-.-

School's getting boring. Mathematics and Chemistry is the only two lessons I look forward to now. Because organic chemistry and Vectors appeal to me. (:

I am feeling the anxiety for the exams now.
I am trying to channel my inner study self.

Awsome-ness.

2009-07-02T17:25:00.003+08:00

People, the previous post was just random. Nothing happened. Seriously. (: I am awesome. Nothing's wrong.

I am still trying to figure out what to do with my pathetic fringe. Its freaking long and I want to cut it off. But, duh-uh, I'll look like an total idiot with my fringe short lah. D:
-.-

Screw the Mock Exams lah. Stupid.

OH!.
Was watching 100% entertaiment just now and I've realised that Soh Zhen Hao Timothy looks a little like Wilber Pan leh! :D
haha.

Its hard to be nice.

2009-06-30T18:42:00.002+08:00

Seriously man. I've tried to be nice to people around me, but they never appreciate it. They just took advantage of it.

Still, I'll want to try my very best to be nice. Even if it really sucks. (:

By the way, its nice to know that I still have good friends in my class. At least I don't feel so lonely anymore.

-.-
Gah.

Asian-Youth Games

2009-06-29T14:53:00.004+08:00

Today's the opening ceremony of the 1st Asian Youth Games 2009. (: And, duh-uh, Singapore is hosting it! The opening ceremony would be held at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. If you're not going there to watch it, then you can catch the show live at Channel 5, 7pm.

My School's invlove in the AYG Torch Relay. Sorry to say, but it was a waste of time. Like, its just a stupid run, and its not even our school student running to the other schools to pass the torch or something. Just some Singapore Sports School's Student lah. Then they make a SUPER big hoo-haa out of it.

I totally pity my classmates that is under 王小南 for Chinese. D: I suddenly LOVE my chinese teacher. haha.

Tomorrow got Geography test, like WALAO.

Term 3

2009-06-27T12:11:00.002+08:00

GREAT. JUST AWESOME. Term 3 is starting and I am going to have my prelims in no time. How Awesome huh. Gah, right now I just want to hurry up and get over with this shit. Worst, I have to go through this anxeity again next year. Super unfair.

I am feeling REALLY bored now.
Doing up my tution homework later at MacDonalds. ):
And MIGHT probably study for my Geography test-Development tomorrow with Charmaine and Leon.

Restaurant City-ing.

Cow's are AWESOME.

-.-

Another "king" gone.

2009-06-26T23:03:00.003+08:00

The King of Pop passed away. D: One of the best dancers in the world, gone. Feeling pretty sad. I totally love his dance. But, I still don't like the idea that he bleached himself. Its sort of against human nature. But then again, how many people in this world are 100% natural?

Ah well, he has joined the other world. May he rest in peace.

Okay, went walking around with my mother this afternoon. (: Had LOADS of good food.
Shit, I am gaining weight again.
I feel sorry for my dance partner.

I can't wait for my POP. Even though its going to be just our band members and the alumni attending it. Geez. ):

I think I falling in love with doing the house chores. I find that doing chores is actually a good way to kill time. Haha.

By the way, I am in love with COWS. (as in really, the cows. I am going to start buying cow-like things)

Awesome-ness.

2009-06-25T15:44:00.002+08:00

(: For a long time, I've felt so relaxed being able to laze around at home and slack. I suppose, this is the only day that I am able to slack.
Even so, I feel weird, like, I am super worried what if I don't study today, tomorrow then I must study like twice the hours. & I keep looking at my stack of textbooks and work thinking should I guess go sit down and read through.
Gah, then I'll try to persuade myself that I've studied like a cow for the past month, time to relax a little.

I am super ironic. D: Geez.

Anyway, I spent my morning walking around the house with the computer on. & around 11.30am I went to prepare my lunch, I fried my leftover rice because I was lazy to boiled the spaghetti.

Again,
I WAS SUPER DUPER UBER BORED AFTER EATING.
So, I went to watch Hi-5 and Barney on TV. Enjoyed okay. Its been a long time since I watched those shows lah. I used to even dance to their music lor. Anyway, HI-5 changed their members. Was feeling pretty sad because I was too used to them. D: Different generation lah. -.-

youtube-ed & watch Sleeping Beauty. (:

So, you see I led a really boring life.

& CMB-Clarinetists, your senior here is coming back for the limelight concert. Be happy.

Screwed

2009-06-23T18:13:00.004+08:00

Had my re-exam yesterday. D: I totally SCREWED it. I forgot that 16 is a PERFECT square.

Today's lesson was boring lah. Wasted 5 hours of my life. Like, I could have been sleeping at home lah.
Chinese lesson was the worst lah, felt like a prisoner. Thank god for the boys in my class, the lesson was a little bit better. (:

I don't know why am I even blogging lah. There is seriously nothing to blog about.

Pathetic's the word.

Restaurant City's Awesome. Anyone got Strawberry and Banana?

Re-exam

2009-06-21T20:34:00.004+08:00

WALAO man.
Tomorrow got Maths re-exam. D: And I didn't even prepare myself for it. Total sadness. If tomorrow's paper is the standard of Damai Secondary School's one, then I confirm can pass. But the shitty thing is, tomorrow's paper is set by Mrs. Loh. ): So, itsl ike, IMPOSSIBLE to be of the standard of Damai's.

Shitness.

to like or not to like?
What the fuck.

Luck

2009-06-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

"When you get lucky,
you're suppose to pass it on,
not keep it for yourself.
For the more you give,
the more you have."

Quoted from "Angel",
Channel 5's Fathers' Day Special.

Would it be a sin, if I can't help falling in love with you?
(:

Shucks.

2009-06-20T17:48:00.002+08:00

Seniors of 2009's CMB is really super duper uber suay.

I just hate the way my life turns out. I can never have what I want or get to do what I want. The others who are enjoying their life will go "aiya, face it, life's unfair." YOU people can say that its because you're are not the ones feeling the unfairness okay.
At least, I am brought up in the correct way and I don't go around feeling jealous about the people around me who are having a blissful time of their lives.

& haha, being 16 this year FINALLY made me realise something: Getting anrgy won't slove the problem. To find the solution IS the solution. (:

Oral Digital Thermometer is THE thing now.

Cow.

2009-06-19T20:11:00.003+08:00

HELLO! I am offically a FAT, SLUTTY COW! :D haha.

I want to go to the airport to study again. D: Who wants to go with the cow?

Eh, Leon, I am writing all this for you since you asked me update. (: Touched?

& LIM HONG JIE IS MINE TOO.
haha. its mingshi's believe it or not.

THANK GOD I DON'T BLUSH.

Kuso! (:

2009-06-15T13:40:00.005+08:00

Don't bother about the title. Its plain stupid.

I am bored. I want to do some studying but, my house isn't a good place to do studying. My sister got nothing to study-she's secondary 2. Then Charmaine wants to finish watching her Boys over Flowers. D: Leon? Forget it, he always has 1001 reasons to stay at home. So, I got no one to accompany me to study outside.

Ah, never mind.

JOSHUA KWAN IS MINE. (:
eh, joshua, see this? Don't be jealous about Tian Ji already lah.

(edited)
Most probably out of boredom, I suddenly miss Princess Hours, which made the whole island crazy 3 years ago. Now, the whole island is going ga-ga over Boys over flowers. All the VCD stores are showing that show lor! Pretty similar to Princess Hours. (probably that's why I would thought of princess hours)
Come to think of it, don't Boys over flowers is a little similar to Princess Hours? Well, I think so. The 2nd lead male actors of both the shows are Golden-haired. (haha) The main actor and actress got together from the start of the show and have to face many problems before the "happily-ever-after" nonsense. And they are all in High-School.
I prefer the story line of Boys over flowers, but sort of prefer the main actress of Princess Hours as I felt that Go Hye Soon don't have the "Cinderalla" look. However, both the shows' main actors are damn good-looking! :D
Anyways, their "richness" in Boys over Flowers is a little 誇張 lah.

Might watch a re-run of Princess Hours tomorrow. (:
If still no one wants to go out and study lah.

PEOPLE!
I AM FREE TOMORROW, WANT TO STUDY CALL, MESSAGE OR IM ME! (:

Going to MacDonalds tomorrow. To brainstorm. D:
Brainstorming for me is hard, due to the lack of brain cells.
So, sorry.

Terminal 2!

2009-06-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

Went to Changi Airport with Charmaine today. (: Gosh, we took 1 hour 30 minutes to get there. But, it was well-spent by talking about everything under the sun! :D

I feel like going to either Taiwan or Korea. I want to see the Incheon International Airport in Korea.

(:

Oh,
& I FORGOT to bring my house keys today. Then, yah, got LOCK out of my OWN house. What the hell man. Then, I called my sister, she's a BUGIS. And guess what she told me? "Ah jie ah, you wait ah, I on the way back now. You wait for me outside." (She's at bugis MRT station. and from bugis to jurong east is 50 mins.) So, I called my parents, THANK GOD they were on the way home. So, I went downstairs and sit there looking like an idiot for half an hour.
I made an observation.
Black Cats are afraid of Indians. 原來黑的也怕黑的!

I want nobody but you!

2009-06-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

HAHA. The classic song: Nobody by Wonder Girls. The whole world knows this song lah.

I am bored.
Nothing to do.
Studying in school is fun, but after you finish whatever you've brought, GOSH. Its super duper boring. D:

I envy those that went for the course in Ngee Ann Polytechnic lor. D:

But neverthless, I've CINDY with me! haha. She's a nice girl.

& Tian Ji is mine. (:
no, not really. I am just joking.

ACJC

2009-06-06T10:48:00.003+08:00

Went for the ACJC Concert Band Tune in yesterday. (: Had fun, the people there were great and all. Felt weird, like, I am not even graduating this year lah. HAHA. But, yeah I might want to go ACJC in 2011. (:
Really eh, there got a lot of good looking people.
And during full band, haha, when we played our Concert Bflat note I thought to myself, gosh, how long as it been that my ears heard such a beautiful Bflat? & Iwas able to play the running notes together with them. Just that I couldn't sight read as fast as them. D:
It was fun. I really enjoyed myself. (erm, besides the "being-alone-and-not being-able-to-be-myself" part)

Oh.
Joke of the day:
ACJC people said: "Lim Ming Shi is QUIET. "

GOSH.

60 hours clock in

2009-06-02T21:13:00.003+08:00

WALAO EH! Our CM smart lor. Tell my ma that no need take attendence for the clock in thing. Then, I today kena scolding from Mrs. Terrence.
WHAT THE FUCK! (sorry for the language)

4/6 fucking(sorry, again) pathetic lah, only got 4 people there. D:

So, 4/6 ah, PLEASE report in the classroom at 1.50pm sharp tomorrow. (: And there would be another attendence taking at 4.50pm hor.
PLEASE, GO.

And, thanks Leon for carrying my two stupid books back home. Thank god my phone and wallet was in my bag lah. (:

Smiles.

2009-06-01T18:10:00.004+08:00

(edited)

SS501 is damn cool lah.
Kim Hyun Joong is awesome. haha.
& I think Korean pop groups dance better than the Taiwan pop groups leh.

Eh, I am in love with my "Cheer you up" tee-shirt. (:

I feel guilty for not studying these few days lah. D: Geez.

Besides feeling guilty, I am extremely happy these few days.
HOHO.
I yllanif tog tahw I detanw ni a gnol emit. (:

hahaha.
I am being retarded.

(:

2009-05-30T12:48:00.005+08:00

I NEED TO START WORKING HARD FOR MY EXAMS.

GAH.

I hate stupid fugly results.
Humph.

& I read something I am not supposed to read yesterday. I am feeling unhappy now. D:
Oh. Well. Good thing he's leaving soon. I don't have to see him in 6 months time anymore lah.

"Meet-the-parents" should be changed to "Bitch-With-Parents" lah.
And this whole thing is a waste of my time.

I am going to start my 60 hours self study on Tuesday 2nd of June 2009! (:

Last Day of School. Not!

2009-05-29T17:29:00.003+08:00

Yeah. Right. Like this is the last day of school. Bah, whatever. D: Okay, Term 2 offcially ends.
But, my Holiday is stuck with Extended Curriculums and min. 60 hours(?!) of self study in school. WALAO eh.

I lead a very, very sad life.
Please, pity me.

Tomorrow going to have to stupid "Meet-the-Parents" Session again.
B-O-R-I-N-G!

GAH!.

And people, I am going to keep my emotions well inside me. (:

I am looking forward to the Band Camp. HAHA. Where we can do whatever we want. HOHO.

Wish me luck, people. Let us all hope that my CM won't bitch about me tomorrow. (yeah. sure)

(edited)
&&! TODAY IS INTERNATIONAL EAT-WITH-FAMILY-DAY!
but, dad's working. D: Ah, well, eating with MUMMY and my SISTA(sister) should be consider as eating with family huh?

Reflections

2009-05-26T18:36:00.006+08:00

I sat down and thought about my life for once.
I suddenly wondered if I didn't come to commonwealth, how would life be for me?
I would not be in 1/6, 2/6, 3/6 or 4/6 at all! I would not even know Huiying and friends.
I would not even be fretting over my 'N'levels. I would probably be graduating this year, since I was eligible for express course anyway.
So, I sat down and thought hard, about how my life would be without commonwealth. I just couldn't think of anything besides memories of me having fun in commonwealth. I guess, I really love my school even though I still want get the hell out the school as soon as possible. Ironic huh?

I don't think I'll be in band if I weren't in commonwealth. I just cannot imagine learning an instrument in an entirely different band.

I do regret coming in to Commonwealth Secondary, because I've made a painful choice of doing the 5 year course. But, Choices have consequences. I'll just have to accept it. But, well, the consequences isn't that bad, at least it has a whole bunch of wonderful friends, music and wonderful expriences. Even though, I've been through a lot of ups-and-downs such as friend-to-friend conflicts, band conflicts and studies' stress in Commonwealth, this has matured me along the way. (:

Commonwealth Secondary School has ignite my passion for me.
Commonwealth Secondary School has found me my life-long friends.
Commonwealth Secondary School has made me who I am today.

What's with people?

2009-05-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

Ranting post again.

I just don't understand people's stupid logic lah.
When guys look at girls' picture is gross, then when girls collect their male idols' pictures and have them paste all over their room and sometimes, talk to them isn't. Ugrh. Like, what the heck man.
When an much much older guy dates a young and pretty lady, everyone's thinking would be "Urgh, Bitch!" or "Eeew, what a slut, confirm for his money lor!". ALL the blame would be push to the girl lah! Like, seriously, you don't even know the girl, yet you people are making conclusions like that. Who knows? The old guy might be the one after the girl's money!
When the lady is much older than the guy, again, the lady gets the shitty blame. People will go, "OMG! Look at that old bitch lah! Like, don't she know she's old enough to be his mother already?" NO ONE will ever think that the guy likes to date older women!

I really hate it when people self assume things lah. Please, don't assume alright? Its makes an ASS out of U and ME.

Enough ranting.

"Right now, I just want to fly away."

Yeah, right. As if I can fly. My weight is at least 10 digits long lah. D:

Insert your own title

2009-05-24T19:53:00.004+08:00

The title is stupid. I really have no idea what title should it be today lor.

NG WEI JIN CHARMAINE FINALLY CUT HER HAIR! SHE'S LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER NOW. (: Please look at her tomorrow! TeeHee.

Kinematics is driving me crazy. Geez.
& I love drawing graphs. Yipee.

& I am feeling very pissed off now. D: Walao, Leon Chan Chun Kit, why the heck you have to tell me that? WALAO.

Who got tofu? (Restaurant City)

愛我別走

2009-05-23T21:36:00.002+08:00

"愛我別走
如果你說
你不愛我
不要真的聽見你說出口
再給我一點溫柔"

這首歌超有魅力的!
如果男生唱這首歌的話一定超帥!
哈哈!

Nap time

2009-05-22T17:31:00.005+08:00

I am super tired today lah. Classmates, I bet you've seen me at almost any time sleeping like some retarded loser right? haha. Well, execpt for the last period, I was yaking away with Jeslin.
When I got home, I look like a zombie, my 黑眼圈 is super scary man. I showered, turn on the computer saw not many people online-duh, friday afternoon leh, CCAs for juniors and Adam Khoo Workshop for the Secondary 4 Express students. (: Well, after staring at the MSN live Messenger for 5 mintues, I flopped down on my bed and in less then 5 mintues I was sound asleep. Then next time I open my eyes was 4:51pm. D:
Despite the 2 hour nap, I still feel my eyes dropping down. I think I am going to sleep later again. I am afraid that I've got the sleeping disorder lah. I seem to be able to sleep anywhere at anytime eh. From the Classroom to the Bus & Bus-stop to the Toilet.

Saving some money for raining days is hard.
& I need a new bag. D:
Probably going to get it by next term? I pray hard that my current bag doesn't rot itself to heaven and leaving me alone on earth. (:

Chocolates

2009-05-21T19:41:00.003+08:00

Let me talk about my chocolates today! (:

White Chocolate is sweet and creamy, taste wonderful on its first bite, but having too much of it in one go can cause severe sore throat. Need to drink plenty of water after eating it.

Dark Chocolate is bitter and takes a while to even get use to the taste, but once used to the taste, you will find its sweetness beneath the bitterness. And the effect would be long lasting.

So, should I choose the sweet and creamy but would cause pain in the long run or the bitter yet sweet and long lasting one?

HAHA. (:

Well, if you know what I am talking about then good lor. If you don't, just pressume that I am really talking about chocolates! :D

My Company.

2009-05-20T17:32:00.004+08:00

My two pals are having Adam Khoo Motivation Camp right now. (: Let me hope this shit helps them. It didn't help me though, just made me cry like some baby. =.=

& thanks to Leon, I am going to have a new career. And that is to be a Professional Scammer! (: I am going to have a company called "Cheapo Scamming Technology Learning Centre"! HAHA. And I don't care, Leon you better be my Co-Founder man. Oh and Charmaine is also going to be one of the Shareholders. (I self declare).

Kinematics is LOVED! I am looking forward to Vectors.

-edited-

Ahh. I am feeling so emotional now lah. Stupid hormones.
I feel like going up to Leon and Charmaine and give them a BIG WARM HUG. D:
Suddenly thought how school life would be without them. I will really miss them lor!
Aiyo! I feel like crying now.
I miss them lah.
D:
WALAO!

Heart Pain la!

2009-05-19T20:56:00.005+08:00

I don't want to care about the darn section anymore lah. But like, seriously. When I heard the section I just want to slap the Section leader. The entire section has dropped like shit man. And what? NO SECTION IN THE ENTIRE BAND TODAY WAS WORKING ON TECHNICALS LAH! TELL ME LAH, HOW TO ENTRUST THE BAND TO YOU PEOPLE?!?!?!? You people have not really practice on the intsrument for like what? 1 month lah. & No one bother to work on the tuning, getting back the section sound or just plain technicals! And if YOUR section cannot not even get a proper section sound, don't ask another section to join in for sectionals lah! Sectionals is to find out the problem and slove it!And to the "other" section, PLEASE go and freaking hell solve your digusting intonation problem first lah. Just realise, you ain't THAT good. You were hiding behind your dear senior all along.

That's it.
My rant is up till here.

Shit you people lah, thanks lah, just made me worried even more for the band. D:

See, make me EMO.
Fork.

Ah. Made a mistake. Paiseh. But, WORK ON TECHINCALS 1ST LAH! D:

You suck.

2009-05-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

YA YA!
You super suck man.
AHHHHHHHHH!

Totally annoyed. D:
By you.
Thanks lah huh.
Jerk.

White chocolate is LOVED. (:
Erm, as in the real chocolate.

Sheez.

2009-05-17T11:07:00.002+08:00

I thought you were a nice person lah. Shit you man, you are such a jerk. I am starting to hate you. You better not step into my path anymore I tell you. I've already tried my best not to slap you that day, you asshole.

Geez, I am such an idiot lah.
White Chocolate is better than Dark Chocolate.
(:

I'll continue liking white chocolate like I've always been.
haha.

Annual Games Day 2009!

2009-05-15T19:10:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA.
Games Day 2009 isn't as bad as I thought it would be lor. (:
Basketball was super dramatic la.
And firsbee? HAH! Lost to 5/1- 6-0
EHH SEHH. Cool bo?

The whole thing was fun lah.
But, I tell you it was super tiring lah.

Feeling stupid now.

꽃보다 남자

2009-05-12T22:05:00.007+08:00

流星花园-花样男子（韩扳）

I am in love with this show! :D & this would probably be my last K-Drama before the Prelims bah. Caught the hidden meaning? hahaha.

Its going to be on air this Saturday Channel U 9.30 to 11.00pm. (:
DA AWESOME's going to watch finish this before that shit Channel's going to show it.
Anyways, it's a really nice show, though I would be happier if the female lead actress is Yoon Eun Hye as I personally feel that she would be able to play this role better. But, Koo Hye Sun isn't so bad herself lah. She's pretty cute, just don't like the way she talks. D:
The pattern of this show is a little like Goong(if you people still remember that show) lah. Like, the female actress is damn poor and the two lead male actor is like damn rich(nothing to do with royalty lah-but really, if you watch it, the "richness", heh, very close leh) & super 帅. Haha!
However, one of the supporting actor is much better looking than one of the lead actor lor. (: I bet his half ang moh. haha. (nehh, the 2nd one from the left!) Do you see him? O.o

My favourite past time?
K-DRAMA!
台灣偶像劇!
:D
(like, duh-uh)

& &! Singing to the song-Stand By Me by SHINee! ^^
HAHAHA.

Cinderella by Tata young

2009-05-11T18:33:00.002+08:00

This song.
Reminds me too much sadness.
D:

Noah's Ark

2009-05-10T20:29:00.008+08:00

Listening to this piece makes my mind kepp re-playing 6th of April 2009-SYF 2009. The moment of truth. I swear I would never ever want to listen to this piece of music again. But, this coming wednesday there would be a SYF showcase for the school. I need to listen to this piece to make me get this piece's feeling again. I feel gulity once again. I feel as if I had let my juniors, my seniors and Mr. Desouza down. This feeling sucks. Before the exams, I've finally pick myself up and accept the fact that CMB has gotten a sliver, the ONLY performing arts cca with a sliver, the only performing arts cca below the gold. I know and I understand that the award does not mean everything and the whole process of walking towards it is so much more important. But, everytime I face my juniors now, I don't even dare to look at them. Let alone going back to the band in 2010. At least, the friends, the laughter, the problems we overcome together as a band has made my 4 years of Band life in Commonwealth a Priceless one. I suppose I can never find another band like this, with this bunch of crazy people & a super friendly conductor!

So, to the Secondary 1s; 2s; & 3s, don't worry, Commonwealth Military Band won't accecpt this "Sliver" in 2011 anymore! Because, I believe in you, I have faith that you guys will bring the Band to greater heights and soar through the sky. (:
Remember, not everyone can play an instrument. Love your instrument and treasure your time in CMB. Don't be like me, I've wasted my Secondary 2 year complaining and hating the band because I wasn't selected for SYF that year. When I could actually improve so much more on my playing skills.
& Most importantly, have fun playing music. Because, when there isn't fun and love in your music, no matter how perfect you've played your notes, it will never become music. It would just be Correct Sounds.
Music is a type of feeling. A feeling that you want your audience to hear, to feel. If you are able to make your audience tear or moved, you've done your job as a musician.

As long as you've a mouth, you can act.
As long as you've a vocal, you can sing.
As long as you've limbs, you can dance.

But, to be able to play an instrument, you need to have 5% of talent and 995% of hard work.

See, being a Musician isn't easy. (:
CMB-ians are awesome musicians!

:D

Walao

2009-05-09T22:30:00.004+08:00

THANKS TO JOEL TAY KAI LIANG, I just realise I spelt a WRONG word on my MSN Personal Message. D: Super paiseh can. And that perseonal message was there AGES liao. No one on my MSN told me about, well till this HAO XIN REN lor.
Joel, be honoured your GREAT! Name is on DA AWESOME'S blog aye. HAHAHA.

CREDIT: JOEL TAY (THE BEST BEST BEST BEST x~~392580923~~ tan 90-isn't that better?)

haha.

Dudes, Please visit RETARDED JOEL'S BLOG too! :D

Eh, Mr. Tay, this WHOLE post is about you leh.

Scissors. Paper. Stone. !

2009-05-09T00:53:00.002+08:00

剪刀．石頭．布！　哈哈．最近超級愛玩這個簡單的遊戲！這個遊戲啊，什麼的道具都不用，到處都可以玩喔！哈哈哈．但，令我感到非常希奇的是，到底是誰發明的？從小就在玩的我還真沒有問過任何一個人到底剪刀石頭布是誰發明的呢．
哎呀，隨便啦，不管是誰發明，我覺得這個人很棒．能夠發明一個讓人永遠玩都玩不悶的遊戲．而且，男女老少都會玩．

最近考試剛剛考完，性情是又開心又擔憂的．開心應為不用每晚趕通宵的背書啊，又可以終於休息休息一下下了！擔憂應為我覺得自己考的不是很理想，而且如果我這次的年終考試沒有考好的話，我就肯訂不能參加在七月的演出了．
算了啦，現在很晚了，我也有一點累了．反正考試也都考了啊！我現在能夠做的是真成的請求上帝，讓一切順順利利！

好吧，晚安啦！

Its Over.

2009-05-08T11:35:00.000+08:00

Nothing EMO lah.
Just announcing that DA EXAMS IS OVER! :D
& I am happy again. I don't HAVE to feel guilty at all lor. haha.

Not looking forward to take back my shitty shit results. D:

& I suddenly miss Band Practices A LOT. Feel like playing the Clarinet. Feel like making music....just for the sake of making music.

Ah, God.
Why can't the sec4s play for LimeLight? D:

):

2009-05-07T18:21:00.001+08:00

edited--
(for those who have read, good for you. For those who haven't, too bad lor)

Today is a stupid day. D:

FLUNKED geog paper already.

Changed URL

2009-05-05T18:58:00.001+08:00

I was sick and tired of doing maths, so I came online and changed my blog's url.
Wanted to change my blogskin too. But cannot find any blogskin that is nice lah. D: So, I'll stick to this till I find one pretty pretty one.

No comments on my mid year. I think my parents need to go down to the school.
I am sad.

Finished Combined Humanities.

2009-05-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

I rock lah.
Finally finish my Combined Humanities. (:

Trying to revise my Mathematics liao.
& I've decided this year, I am not going to put Combined Science into my EMB3. I totally cannot understand science AT ALL! D: Either that or I ask Bastard-Leon Chan Chun Kit for help in Chemistry. Physics? SCREW IT. Don't care lah.

Geography? CHIONG lor.

And the entire school end thier exams on the 8 of May, 4/6 ends on the 11 of May.
TOTAL SUAYNESS LAHHHHHH. D:
Why? Due to taking the STUPID extra EXPRESS E-mathematics paper.

Shitz lah. I thought I finish CH damn pro liao. Just realised that I still got so many things to study lah. WALAO. My retarded BRAIN need to work faster than this to get into Sec5 lah.

Current Status? Emo-ing in one tiny weeny corner trying to study Mathematics.

A new Friend

2009-04-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

HEYS! I've made a new friend! :D

His stupid name is called "Retard-loser-fat-shitface-road-blocking-asshole" (:

Go guess who. hahahaha.

Joesph Ng, you confirm know who's this. *shhh-*

Got the sudden urge to blog.

lols.

Read Ellise's blog. What she said was darn true la.

"What a wonderful world"

HAH.

Mid year Exminations?
Screw it.

Swine Flu.

2009-04-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG.

I got FLU.

LOLs.

I am dying soon. D:

Wait, my main motive to blog is to tell everyone to stay away from me. I think I got the PORK FLU(Swine Flu is the correct name)!

EHHHHHHH, I was just joking ah. Not real. I am just being my stupid self. (:

Slacking.

I think I won't be allow in school tomorrow if my flu continues. D:

好久没生病了。我肯说我大约有6个月到8个月没有生病咯。这次突然中了感冒，感觉怪怪的。D: 更何况现在墨西哥有 Swine Flu，而且以近传到了美国以及许多欧洲的国家。

如果有看新闻的话，应该知道新加坡现在很害怕这个病毒传染到我国。加上，现在的经期状况很差，如果新加坡需要面对像2003年的SARS病毒的话，新加坡人要面对的或是失去的会根多根多。所以，我们这新加坡人需要培养个人的基本卫生。这样病毒传到新加坡的机会会减少许多咯！

Happiness

2009-04-24T15:02:00.000+08:00

"Happiness is that state of consciousness which proceeds from the achievement of one's values."
-Ayn Rand.

Happiness is something very simple. To me, its priceless. Its a feeling that one can take is away from you. Even if they tried ways to try and destroy it, as long as you don't fall into their trap, you'll still be happy. No one can ever tell you how to feel. They can only AFFECT how you feel. For example, if you're feeling super sad & all, if some clown comes by you and start to tell you the world's most funniest joke, I doubt you'll be able to really laugh with the clown. Unless, you are ready to let it go, then you'll start to find that joke funny. (:

So, in my own words, When you start to look at life in the correct manner, thats when your life really fully starts. Emotions are just colours being added into your Black And White life. (:

I so should be on a hiatus. But, haha! Like I've said, who can resist the little internet here and there? :D

I'VE GOT 62(B4) FOR MY GEOGRAPHY COMMON TEST!
OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG.
LIKE, WOW?!?!??!

I am starting to like Pet Society.

Mugging

2009-04-20T19:07:00.000+08:00

Yep. Going on a Hiatus soon. (: hahaha!

Need to study man.

But seriously, who can resist the temptation of the Internet?
I know I can't.
lols.

Going to study History.

I have no idea why am I studying so hard for.

I suppose I just um, study????

I miss band. Reaching home at 6pm is WERID. Usually, I still haven't end band practices lah. I want to go for the damn concert.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Why is my class "strip" off our Through Train? If we're still TT, I don't even need to step down lahhhhhh. D:
WALAO.

華文

2009-04-18T11:06:00.000+08:00

我要進步我的華文,所以今天的語言是華文.

悶悶悶. -.-

我不知道要寫什麼了.

突然間好想唸有band的日子. 如果SYF還沒有過的話,我應該現在在學校苦練吧.... 好壞唸在BandRoom里玩樂器,說廢話.... 哈哈哈.
時間過的很快. 多一個星期就是我的Mid-Year Exam了. 要好好用功讀書了.

Chinese is bloody diffcult to write can.
& worse, this whole thing doesn't make sense to me.
sorry that I've wasted your time reading this.

Frisbee

2009-04-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

Got Inter-Class Games today! :D Played with Class 4/3. And yeah, we lost FLAT. D: 4-0. Suffered form mutiple falls. My right wrist is aching like siao, my two stupid short legs are failing me too.
Anyways, I felt that we lost today not becuase 4/3's damn good in Frisbee, but the lack of training and TEAMWORK. Also, many of us did not have much energy left due the 2.4km run we had today. But aiya, its over man. Who cares about the results. At least my Dear Friend: Leon Chan Chun Kit, soon to be Bastard-Leon Chan Chun Kit won lah. It was a fun experince lah. (:

Today's lesson was alright.
Fateen came back from her suspension anyways.
Failed 2.4km run. Again. Not Surprise lahhhhhhhhh.

Oh. Read Leon Chan's Blog.
Dude, I totally appericate your LOVE for us mans. But this is the Society lor. & you really mix well with my Classmates lah. But its not really ALL perfect for us-as in bonding- there's still some "bitching", "backstabbing" going on lah. Just that the Ultimate is to settle it outside(face-to-face) :D Well, for a start, I would NEVER ever fit in with your class. Didn't want to say this but err, I was kind of unhappy during your Birthday Celebration you know. But, I stayed HAPPY because of you lah. See, touched a not. I felt really uncomfortable in your class, I just felt inferior man. I was afraid I would start hyperventilating there, right in your class. Thank god for Charmaine man. She did a lot of crazy things that made me stop thinking about it for a while. (: And 4/4 present helped too.
Anyways, YOU'VE BEEN A WONDERFUL FRIEND. THANKS MAN.

(why do I sound like I am going to leave....)

I want to always feel as happy as today.
I've never felt so happy when I lose before lor.
I am getting weird lah.

Just remembered.

2009-04-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

Okay, I am going to rant about stuff again.

Well,
Being in the Normal(A) Stream is ~~cool~~.
Being in Normal(A) Stream meaning that I've to accept glares from SOME of the Express sutdents everytime I walk pass their classes on the 1st Floor.
Being in Normal(A) Stream meant that teachers WON'T pay much attention to your class. Because to them, the school, the society, we are a bunch of useless sutdents.
Being in the Normal(A) Stream mean that you'll be look down by those smart asses neighbours.
Being in the Normal(A) Stram just means that you WON'T be able to get the nicer classrooms in the Campus.
Being in Normal(A) Stream means that you can ONLY go to either POLYTECHNIC or ITE. Why? Because even the Principal don't care much about the N(A) people. The Newsletters we get are the POLYs and worse, ITEs. What the Heck.

So, I regret. I really regret.
I could graduate this year in some shit Secondary School lah. D:
I was eilgible for EXPRESS course okay.
Just that I gave that up so as to be able to get into this school.
I regret it.
The people here ain't as fantastic as I thought they would. True, I've made many wonderful friends here, but well, I just hate the GLARES I get from the EXPRESS students. It really pisses me off.
The Ironic thing? My two best friends are from Express. -.-

Who cares man! :D

& Delon Ng is still singing that stupid remix-ed song.
Now Eddie Leow is creating some stupid 小白脸 song using 林俊杰's 小酒窝.
-.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-04-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

OH, yeah. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEON CHAN CHUN KIT. (:

Yep, he's OFFICALLY legal. Girls/Guys if you want to have anything*ahem* to do with him, please go ahead! HE'S LEGAL!

& you this kuku loser CHUN KIT! Me and Charmaine so good give you 鸡肉包, you just gave it to Hong Jie. WALAO. D: I am like damn sad lah. We still place it nice nice for you on the plate eh. Its too bad that I didn't take that picture of the stupid buns. =/

TO CHUN KIT: Please man! Grow up. You're SIXTEEN for goodness sake. Oh yeah, let me sing you a Happy Birthday Ming Shi's version to you. (in Bb key-the lower range, tune to 442) "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~! YOU WERE BORN IN THE ZOO. WITH THE MONKEYS AND TIGERS~! (rit.) YOU LOOK JUST LIKE THEM~!"

touched? bet you are.

admit it man.
you love this friend of yours lah. (:

OH! I love 4/4's gift to LEON. HAHAHAH.
Leon you better use it.

Studying.

2009-04-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

I am NOT going to SCREW my Mid years this time man. D:

I just pray pray pray that this time my MYE's L1R5 is below 15 points.
Its like if I don't get 10 to 15 points for this MYE, HOW the heck am I suppose to up to Sec5 man.
Sheeez.

This sucks.
I want to be in Secondary TRHEE.

I MISS SECONDARY THREE SIX!
Don't lie for those in sec4, you MISS your sec3 life lah.

& this Mid Year also determine me performing for LimeLight. (:

Study. Study. Study.
Whatever lah.

what the heck man.

2009-04-13T15:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Like, what the heck man! I left my NEW CLACULATOR in my Classroom & I went home.

WALAO. D:
I feel damn sad can. Thank God for Jeslin man! :D She help me take home. THANKS JESLIN!

Anyway, today's Mathematic's Common Test is a Son of a Bitch. ): I hate hate hate it. X:
Like, its a total bitch ass man. The Trigonometry Question is stupid. Like, even Cosine Rule can't be appiled man. Even Nicholas can't do that Bitch Question. D:

Duh-uh, Zhi Xiang's going to be the highest in class again. WALAO.

~~Classmates. Thats. It. Stop. Hovering. About. It.~~

Edited-.

Just did a facebook Quizz.
Its about "What type of Friend are you?"
Well, I got GOOD FRIEND. Which is pretty good. haha.
Okay, anyway, main point is that I saw a question that asks:"If your friend breaks friendship with you, what will you do?"
I thought about it for quite some time though..... And well, my answer was: "Deal with it... and walk off in another direction."
But really man, can I really just deal with it and walk away if my closest friend wants to break friendship from me? D:
I guess not.

Oh, well.
I think I'll just have to get over with it someday.... somehow.
Or, I could use what DingXiang commented today. Which is, "Why you all band so sad that you all got silver ah? SYF got that important meh?" Which really hit me. I was like thinking, yeah hoh, why was I so unpset about this whole issue? I mean the process we've been through as a band is definetely much more valuable than this stupid medal.
So the same logic, "HE/SHE GOT THAT IMPORTANT MEH?" Yep, the process we've once been throughis so much more valuable than this so call "BREAK-UP FRIENDSHIP" thing lah. As long as I remember her as a friend, that should be good enough lah! :D

Okay, Good-night.

Easter Day!

2009-04-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

Okay, I don't even know why am I posting this man. I don't even celebrate Easter. Wait, I don't even know what is Easter all about can. All I know is Easter is about EGGS. -.-

Erm, today's Qing Ming anyway. Went to sao mu fen and all. Super a lot of people can. I smell like some JossStick now lah. And JossStick STINKS. D:
Then went to Chinatown Point to have lunch. Super boring. Food's not that great anyway. And I am getting bored typing this. I bet you people are bored with my super mundane life.

Oh, went to MacDonalds with Charmaine. Did Maths Revision.
Well, obviously I still cannot pass my maths tomorrow. I still have no idea how to do Cumulative Frequency. D:

&&, I am still in search of a GOOD Maths Tution teacher.
Because I want to get a B for my Mid Year. (Like, WOW?!? Its almost impossible.)

Wth. =.=

Finally. My own room. (:

2009-04-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

Okay, whatever I am about to post is going to be the lamest shit that some of you have ever come across & some of you might even think that I am super retared loser. But I am still going to post this anyway. And I've no idea why am I typing this since some of you think that I am crap.... Eh, wait, if I am crap, WHY are you still reading? Or rather, why ARE you even on this page? Switch man! Okay, I was joking please continue reading....

Okay, like the title says, I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN ROOM. (okay okay, I know some of you people are a lucky bunch of people that have your own room like ever since you're born lah. And I told you already that this is lame)

After cleaning the room for like what? 61/2 hours.
Well, at least its worth it. haha.

My OWN TABLE! :D hoho.

The bed looks funny though. Like some Hong Kong Hospital. LOLS.

Yay! :D My desktop.

Okay, tell you a mini weird thing about me. (:
I hang my towels in my room. Weird eh.
Why? Erm... Because I don't like to hang it in the Balcony. I find it ditry. Like its at the Kitchen area and got all the oil everywhere. Even if NO oil, its also near where my Mummy puts her Mop , Pails and Brooms. EEW. Imagine all the dust stuck onto the towel... then you go wipe your clean body after you bathe. OMG. EEEEEEE.
So, yeah, that's why I hang it in my room. (:
If you look hard in the 4th picture, you can see a pink colour cloth. THAT'S MY TOWEL.
:D

& GOOD FRIDAY ROCKS. SERIOUSLY. SPENDING 6 1/2 HOURS DOING THIS IS REALLY WORTH IT! HAHA.

GOOD FRIDAY!

2009-04-10T14:18:00.001+08:00

Ohh yeahh. (: Good Friday rocks. I mean like, every friday rocks lah. Ending lessons at 12.30pm, eat lunch at the BORING Canteen and ~~making music with the COOLEST bunch of people.~~ Wait, Fridays are not going to be so cool anymore. Aww. D: Its going to be just going home early and studying. I keep forgetting that I no longer have Band Practices. Damn it. I don't I'll be able to adjust to this whole "stepping down" shit. Maybe later on, but right now, I really just want to pick up my Clarinet and start playing music! :D I suppose this is the LOVE I have for the band. hoho.
Many of my Classmates are like super dread of their CCAs, while I am like super sad that my CCA has ended. haha. I mean like, WHAT DO THEY know man? BAND Rocks. I bet they regret NOT joining OR Quitting band. They just don't know what's good and what's not. (:

Anyways, like what Mrs Cheah told the band, "Put your Priorities right". Thus, I am going to put my Studies right in front of me. Mid-Year Exams is just 19 days away. And Mathematics common test is just 3 days away. D:
Study. Study. Study. Study. Study. then, PLAY! :D

& why does the word PLAY always sound better than the word STUDY?

Pecos Pueblo

2009-04-09T23:47:00.001+08:00

Okay, I am weird I know. (: After 2years, I still miss playing Pecos Pueblo with the band. D: Its like the best piece I've ever played in my entire journey in CMB! haha. I am still remember the trip to Taiwan! I've work very hard for that lorh! :D This piece ain't easy okay. Plus still got English Folk Song Suite. HAHA!
Those were days were I need not careless about the section's standard and Welfare. I just pracitce and minded my own businesses.
Then I have move on to being the Leader of the Section. Which wasn't easy loh.
Then, now, step down already. The Section is NO longer my business man! haha. Feels werid though.

Maths Common Test next Monday. WALAO.

OH!
Tomorrow, GOODY GOOD FRIDAY.
Most probably staying at home to study lah. (: Then Saturday its the usual studying with Charmaine and Leon. Sunday? See how loh.

EH! DAVID, I still want to have my BATCH OUTING!
WALAO. >.<

Just Accept it.

2009-04-08T20:17:00.001+08:00

I think I am starting to accept the fact about us getting a Silver at the Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging Competition 2009. (: Which I think is good! haha. Even though I will feel sad and all about leaving the band with a Silver but... O well, that's life isn't it? (According to Mrs Cheah) HAHA. The Principal talked to the band today and well, it sort of worked for me. Even though I felt even worse when she talked but afterwards, I suppose I felt better. I just want to thanks all the Seniors like Dolly, Ellise, Shannon, You Jing, Saiful, Benjamin, Wendy, Yvonne, Shu Yi, Linda and many many more who gave us the upmost support. And of course, MR. KENNETH WALTER DESOUZA!!!!, Mr. Brando Tan!, Ralph Lim, Mr. Kenneth Lun, Mr. Ed Tan, Mdm/Ms Liao, Ms Chu, Ms Ong, Ms Tay, Mr Vilau, Mr Fazlin and the ENTIRE SCHOOL who wished us all the best in our syf! We have disappointed you all but neverthless, CMB is PROUD of OUR SILVER! :D
I am starting to feel proud of my Silver. (:

I can play the FLUTE, OBOE, SAXOPHONE, TURMPET, FRENCH HORN! OMG. I RULE.

I LOVE COMMONWEALTH MILITARY BAND, FOREVER. (:

& congrats to Malay Dance for getting a GOLD WITH HONOURS in your Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging 2009! HAHA. You girls ROCK! :D hahaha!

LimeLight. Esplande. 20th July. Oh. Yeah!

Disappointment

2009-04-07T22:01:00.001+08:00

I have NEVER felt so disappointed in my entire life before man.
Not when I only got 190+++ for my PSLE, not when I fail badly for Geography or Maths.
For the 1st time in my LIFE, I actually really got the feeling of Disappointment man. & it has to be my ONLY SYF!
WALAO!

Okay, I am a little to emotional up there.
Anyway, today during the assembly went Mrs Cheah announce this(monotone): "Alright. School, I've a piece of good news today. Our Commonwealth Band had gotten a Silver in their SYF yeaterday, so lets give them a round of applause. And can the Band members please stand up...(sec4/3 stands)... they have put in a lot of effort over the past months so give them another round of applause."
I was like on the verge of crying out loud la!
WORST! She sounded Disappointed lah.

THANKS ELLISE FOR THE COMFORT MAN! :D
Yeah ture. We must 抬头挺胸！

Silver.

2009-04-06T18:20:00.001+08:00

Whatever the heck the judges say man. Silver then Silver lah!
You people don't know what's good and what's not man!
=.=

I don't care what the fuck the school's going to think about the newly "SILVER" band man, all I care is that I rock and I felt that I played the BEST today. I've never played better than this. (: I really enjoyed the performance with Commonwealth Military Band today, and for the first time, I really felt like a Musican. Not some Secondary School Band Member.
CMB!, as long as we know that WE deserve MORE than a SILVER that's really good enough.

And to my clarinet section, I am so sorry that I did not join you all for the Pizza lunch today! I really felt bad. (honestly lah.) hahahas. & about today's performance, I've heard you all during the performance, you people RAWK the hall lah! Really, it sounded great, Parade of the Animals was the CUTEST!, the Storm was a little off but could really feel the "Stormy" feeling! :D & Ezzul, your solo was GREAT! (:
& lastly, I am sorry to leave you juniors with a "silver" band name. I really feel bad about it. & I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

Remember! JUST. F.IT. ! :D

SYF 2009!

2009-04-05T20:45:00.001+08:00

CMB! Tomorrow's the last performance with the Secondary 4s! :D Perform it to your best!

PWNED THEM!
SHOW THEM THE MUSICAL FINGER!
SHOW THEM WE ROCK! THEY SUCK!
SHOW THEM WE DESERVE MORE THAN A GOLD WITH HONOURS!
SHOW THEM THE F.IT. ATTITUDE!

We simply rock. (:

Thanks people for all the wishes! Feel super touched. Going to cry soon. Ahh. Shit.

2 DAYS LEFT!

2009-04-04T21:12:00.001+08:00

The school performance was a total crap lah. D: Mrs Terrence stole my spotlight! I was suppose to introduce the band lah! WALAO! wth. =.=
Heels sucked. Hurts like shit. Was called Mdm Lim by Ding Xiang & co. haha. Eheh, I am not that old lah!

2 DAYS to WORLD DOMINATION! :D
I've decided to take over the world on the 6th of April. (: Please suuport me by clicking on this:WORLD DOMINATION! THANKS! I sincerely thank you all.

I am in love with FACEBOOK! (not really lah)
I am MORE in love with COMMONWEALTH MILITARY BAND! :D

We rock. They sucked. (:

COMMONWEALTH MILITARY BAND- JUST F. IT! :D hahahas.
06042009's motto for us! F.IT!
JIAYOU! :D
GOLD WITH HONOURS AH!
PWNED the rest lah!

School's Performance!

2009-04-02T21:02:00.001+08:00

4 Days Left! D:
OMG. OMG. OMG. Time files. Left 4 days only. ):

Anyway, watched the Malay Dance today. They were good lah. Looks nice to me. hahas. Got the GOLD standard already. Just that the dancers don't look like they are enjoying the dance. But Hidayah and Aizura! you guys were great! Relax man! The only thing left is the "feelings"! :D GOOD LUCK MAN!

Tomorrow's the OUR turn! haha. I am going to be the MC! Don't laugh ah. Its damn scary lah. I've never spoke infront of the entire school before lah. OMG. OMG. OMG. This is worse than performing for SYF. D: And JIA YOU PEOPLE FOR TOMORROW'S PERFORMANCE MAN! hahaha.
But never mind, since I've taken up this "job". Why not do it properly? haha. =.=

ohh!
SINGAPORE CHINESE GIRLS SCHOOL GOT GOLD!
CONGRATS CONGRATS CONGRATS! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Tomorrow got Chemistry Test. D: Right after my performance lah. Don't think I got time to change lah. Stoichiometry & Mole Concept. Tsk.
D:

homework. band. which?

2009-04-01T21:28:00.001+08:00

OMG. OMG. OMG.
I am going to gwt crushed by the homework I owe lah.
And I am still thinking, should I just don't bother about the homework and go for band? Because, its really diffcult to balance these two things lah. And Friday right after the School's performance I have Chemistry test. How cool is this? D:
Its just damn unfair lah. I still have to pack up and all. Can't I just do it like on Tuesday or Wednesday? ):
So that I have time to ask Leon Chan Chun Kit for help. (:

5 days left!

OH!
Ang Mo Kio got Gold, yeah I know, like, OMG right? Just because they exit the Choice piece by 11seconds! Wtf. That's super lame lah. Stupid Rule. D: But, anyways, Congrats to them lah! At least they know they did superb!
And Xin Min got Gold With Honours! :D Super congrats to them man! I bet Ralph is feeling super happy now lah. His students got Gold with Honours.

AND AND!
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!

7 days left

2009-03-30T20:43:00.001+08:00

I prefer to use the term "days left".
It makes me feel like, "OMG! LIKE LEFT 7 DAYS MAN! F___!"
It creates a different impact you see.
Unlike, "7 more days!"
Its kind of like, "I still have 7 MORE days" feeling lah.
So, to me, it makes me feel anxious and I get the sense of urgency to get everything right. From the notes to the ensemble sound correct. (:

School's as faggot as ever.
English was lethargic. At least he has stop hovering over the stupid oral thing. (: Its like a total waste of time man. Like just last week he only called a few students for the trial oral exam test lah. So its like what's the point? He doesn't want to have remidals on thursday to do it for the entire class or seriously get people down to do the damn trial oral exam then why in the first place suggest this piece of crap lah. Make me waste my brain cells thinking of what to say to him when its my turn. D:
Combined Humanities? Did history today. Didn't listen. I slept half the time and I spend the other half reading twilight.
~~Recess is stupid as usual. I don't even know why the bloody school waste 30 minutes on recess lah. I rather study everything for the day in one short and go home. (:~~ Okay, that was totally untrue. I still love my recess! :D Sorry, recess.
Chinese? Made that cheeena teacher screamed. I thought she was already used to talking to herself? AHAHAHAHS.
Common test? I am going to fail. That would be a confirm. D:
Phyiscs? Never pay attention again. I think I'll go look for Charmaine and Leon again for help! :)

Yay! I can play Noah's Ark Bar 53 to 58! :D
I hope tomorrow I don't screw up.
I practiced hard. It wasn't easy to play that part with my retarded fingers and tongue lah! And I've gotten used to the fingering that Ralph asked me to use! (like, duh-uh. After going oever and over and over that bloody part for at least 20 times)

SYF DAY 1 is over. 3 GOLD bands.
Good luck to ANG MO KIO tomorrow!

EARTH HOUR!

2009-03-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

Earth Hour 2009

Requested by LEON CHAN CHUN KIT! :D
"LEON CHAN IS A GOOD CHEMISTRY TEACHER! :P"

Eh, Leon happy to see this here? (:

Studies wise, not bad for today's study session. Though the place a little.....( no comments) =.=

Band? Sucked lah. WALAO. Got kicked out of my parts again. D: Its like everyday I go, there will defintely lose some parts. So I guess by SYF, I'll only need to play a note. -.-

Going to concentrate on my Chemistry now.
~~Going to join in for earth hour later at 8.30pm! Off all my lights at home, but continuing using the comp. LOLS.~~ I am going to on ALL the lights in my house.
Going to continue reading twilight later. (after my stuides and the earth hour thing lah!)
Going to play games.
Going for an Emo session late in the night since band is in the afternoon tomorrow.

Shit. So many things to do.

its over my dear friend. its ALL over. you've been a great part of my life & I suppose its really time for me to move on. thanks for making 2008 a happy and enjoyable one. But Iguess 2009 I will have to walk it on my own. At least we have parted sliently and peacefully. I don't want a repeat of 2007.

Corkless.

2009-03-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

WALAO.
Anrgy lah.
My alternate D# key is offically spolit. D:
And I've found out that it is CORKLESS. The small teeny weeny bit of cork dropped off and thus, it is lose.
Well, I am not sure if Minyi's instrument is totally spolit. I tried to use hers for today's band practice and the lower joint could not make a single sound.

As usual lah, the blame is on me.

&&! I love the Taiwan Conductor. (:

Another sat thing:
Marchie's ending soon. D:
I am going to chiong for the exams(again?!?!?!) soon when Aprily arrives.

This calls for Emo-ing session.
Bye.

Stupid Key

2009-03-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

My stupid reatrded kuku loser looking alternate D# key is being evil today. Again.
I have to send that kuku retarded instrument for repair the other time because this stupid retarded kuku looking key is loose. Then today, again, this stupid kuku retarded looking key DROP OFF. D:

BUT!, DA AWESOME here manage to fix it. HAHA, by using FORCE. (:
I force-push-the key all the way in. I hope it stays that way. And I also pray hard that my sound doesn't change.

In conclusion, my alternate D# key hates me. Arrrgh.
Stupid retarded kuku loser pathetic crazy key.
Okay, so maybe thats why it hates me. (:

Sucked.

2009-03-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

WALAO EH!
I cannot play Noah's Ark bar 52 to 58.
F________. D:
Felt super paiseh lah. & worst, somehow I cannot play alone. I think I need Kah Hwee.

Oh.
Another thing I am not happy about.
I feel that Mr. Deousza doesn't recognise me as a Section Leader. For example, I wanted to ask him what can I do with the section now, cause I really don't know what to do with them anymore. He just brush me off & tell me to hurry up and tune the section. & I believe if it was Kah Hwee that went up and ask, he would answer her.
So I really want to ask him if I am still one of the Section Leader in the section. Because if I am not, I don't want to waste so much energy for this. I could really just concentrate on my own playing and ignore the section. Because I don't want to do so many shit and get no recognition.
As far as I am concern, I am really trying my very best. (:

13 days left.

English Common Test

2009-03-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

The 1st day of Term 2 has ended. D:
14 days left to SYF!
36 days left to MYE!

Oh, today's english common test was okay. (: I think I did pretty alright.

I am starting to enjoy playing Music. (:
Fur Elise is super cool.
Gavotte rocks.
:)

Term 2.

2009-03-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

Great. Tomorrow school's re-opening. D: Haven't finish homework. New timetable. Hate it. & I've just found out yesterday that I've failed my maths again. Well, its not like I've expected to pass it but err, felt pretty disappointing as I thought I would do pretty okay. I studied for that test okay! Anyways, I really need to work hard & all. Don't want to fail my Mid-Year Exams. Don't want to get nagged at my parents again. But its pretty hard to catch up on my studies now. Still there's this upcoming SYF which I am utterly disappointed in right now. I don't even know why am I scarificing so much for this lah. My results, my free time, my energy, my emotions. Its darn tiring. It isn't worth it, is it? Well, 15 more days left. I shall do my upmost best for this and say Goodbye to Commonwealth Military Band. D: Since this will be my last commitment for this band, I suppose I should really give it all! (: After all this, I will have to Mug & Mug & Mug for Mid year exams. Oh! I'll need to look for study companions. ahahahahas. Hmm, who wants to be my study companions? :D

Sorry for this shitty retarded looking paragraph. I am just too lazy to paragraph it. (:

Screwed up

2009-03-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

I think our entire band is screwed. D:
Ang Mo Kio just screwed up a little here & there yet their faces were super black & they were emo-ing after their performance.
Commonwealth Military Band? HAH. Everyone's still laughing & joking away after the lousy screwed performance we had.

This is the bloody difference between a band that deserve a Gold with Honours & a band that doesn't even deserve a Gold.

& I am not going to comment on the leaders performance today. Because I ~~think~~ am going to scold vulgar.

Luck? Not me.

2009-03-20T18:27:00.000+08:00

Just realise something miserable in my life. D:
I've never gotten a medal or a prize in anything. Even going to funfair to play games, I have never once gotten something. Even those "spin-the-wheel" thing, I have always gotten the lousiest prize or worst, sometimes there is nothing. Go to acarde, I have never once win a game. In studies also the same shit, I never have luck. All the things that I've studied for, never come out. Those that I've just briefly glance through one, come out like 4, 5 marks. Total sadness lah.
In Short, I am literally A STUPID UNLUCKY LOSER.

-seriously, what's the problem being in 4/6? If you don't like mixing with the Normal stream people tell me. Then I won't even bother being friends with you all. Sometimes it super stress to go out with the express people. I feel inferior. Sometimes I'll say you all "stupid", "dumb" is for the things you do. Like,for you all saying lame things and all. But seriously, you all don't have to remind me that MingWei is REALLY smarter than me, etc. etc. I know that already. I just say his stupid is because he acts stupid. You all don't have to keep reminding me that 'N' levels are easy and you 'O' are fucking diffcult and all. & Dudes, if I don't do well for this 'N' level I am also screwing up my life! So, its not only you people that's going through a hard time & worst, I am going through this shit TWICE! You people might not know, I act bimobtic, I act stupid and crazy all the time is to hide the fact that I feel inferior to you all. Its obvious that you people are smarter than me. So, to protect myself from feeling sad and inferior all the time , I just need to thicken my skin and be stupid and let you all make fun of me. This way, you all won't constantly be reminded that I am NOT one of you. But really, its really hard for me. I am sick and tired of being stupid. I am sick of feeling inferior. Worst, Azril has left the band. Now I am the only Secondary 4 Normal Stream student in the band. & guess what? I hate chasing after Chon Hei & Tian Ji like an idiot. I really hate it. But to maintain this "stupid image", I just have to be a loser and run after them like some dumb-blonde. -

Going Chinese(Taiwan)

2009-03-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

I am in love with the Chinese(Taiwan) version of MSN! :D Super cool. And its benitficial to me. (: As I seriously need to buck up on my Chinese. I even reset my computer's Language into Chinese(Taiwan)! Now my Homepage is also the MSN-Taiwan. HOHOHO. (:

Anyways, I think I've destroyed my sleeping routine. ): I cannot seem to sleep at 11pm(My usual time for sleeping). I only felt sleepy at 2.30am. And I wake up today like 11.30am! Good luck to me when school re-opens.

I think I shall stop hovering thinking about continuing Music. I might just continue joining band in my Polytechnic years. (: Hmm, that's if I got into Singapore Polytechinc.

& I have been having weird thoughts of going to a Taiwan University for my Degree.

I am going very Chinese these days.

Going to continue watching my Hong Kong Drama-The Gem of Life. (: It has like 82 Episodes ~~& its still ongoing~~. Those who want to know the URL to this drama you either add me: limmingshi@hotmail.com or you MSN-ed me. (:

CMB-SYF BAND CAMP 2009

2009-03-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

:)

Band Camp was total fun. (:

Became a better player, total thanks to Mr. Ralph Lim! He is super cool lah. He could play "The Flight of the Bumble Bee" at actual speed. Rocks.
:D

Had loads of fun with:
Charmaine
Chon Hei
David
Diyanah
Hong Jie
Hui Zhen
Jeremy
Jin Feng
Joanna
Kah Hwee
Leon
Mariyah
Melissa
MinYi
Mr. Kenneth Desouza
Mr. Ralph Lim
Sat Aung
Sha Sha
Shawn
Siti
Tian Ji
Venus
YiCi
Yvette
& many more! :D

"DAVID LIM!
ELLISE LIM!
LIM HONG JIE!
LIM HUI ZHEN!
LIM HUI YING!
LIM TING TING!
RALPH LIM!
NICHOLAS LIM!
VENUS LIM!"
-the coolest people with the coolest sirname. (&cheapo!)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I LOVE CMB-JUNIOR BAND'06!

Claustrophobia.

2009-03-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

Claustrophobia (from Latin claustrum "a shut in place") is the fear of enclosed spaces. It is typically classified as an anxiety disorder and often results in panic attack. One study indicates that anywhere from 2-5% of the general world population is affected by severe claustrophobia, but only a small percentage of these people receive some kind of treatment for the disorder.

Basic symptoms of claustrophobia
Claustrophobia is typically thought to have two key symptoms: fear of restriction and fear of suffocation. A typical claustrophobic will fear restriction in at least one, if not several, of the following areas: small rooms, locked rooms, tunnels, cellars, elevators, subway trains, caves, and crowded areas. Additionally, the fear of restriction can cause some claustrophobics to fear trivial matters such as sitting in a barber's- chair or waiting in line at a grocery store simply out of a fear of confinement to a single space. However, claustrophobics are not necessarily afraid of these areas themselves, but, rather, they fear what could happen to them should they become confined to said area. Often, when confined to an area, claustrophobics begin to fear suffocation, believing that there may be a lack of air in the area to which they are confined. Any combination of the above symptoms can lead to severe panic attacks. However, most claustrophobics do everything in their power to avoid these situations.
Taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Claustrophobia.

Seriously. I have Mild Claustrophobia.
Not joking.

Coupon!

2009-03-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

The art of Cheaponess.
(:
there's MacDonalds, Burger King and Long John Sliver's Coupon!

What the Heck.

2009-03-14T16:02:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what to do anymore.

I feel helpless.
I feel hopeless.
I feel discourage.

Maybe what Mr. Desouza said was true.
Sha Sha or Ezzul should take over the section now.
Since Me and Kah Hwee aren't Productive.

Really, I've tried all my very best.
Yet, this is what I get in return.
I got all the shitty blame.

But seriously, what can I do?
They don't come down for individuals, MY FAULT?!?!
I really cannot force people to come down. And its NO use. What's the point of forcing them to come down? They'll just sit around and slack.
And I did tune the section, they were ALRIGHT during sectionals. But, once they go in to the band room for audition, they sounded like SHIT. Really damn bad. The vibrations were like, super obvious.

I am really hopless.

They never want to listen to each other.
They are always giving excuses.
They just don't want to admit that they sucked.

I suppose the problem lies with me.
I cannot lead.
I'll only bring the section down.

Sorry, my section mates.
You've got such a sucky ducky fucky leader.